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Below are the 20 most recent journal entries recorded in sketchydaro's LiveJournal:

    Monday, May 8th, 2006
    11:01 pm
    fucking tired...
    I love working out so much!
    Monday, April 24th, 2006
    10:19 pm
    ugh...
    Today sucked. I feel so implacable. No matter what i tried i just felt out of place. I was hot beyond all believe and my nose wouldn't stop running. I wish so bad that my asthma would placate from my body. Fuck asthma. A stupid invention. COme on God was there really a need for that one? Lately i feel stolid in my own home. It doesn't even feel like home cause you aren't here. Lately i've been such an itinerant travler, that i think i've lost my concept of where home is. I feel like i'm in a limbo of such. No real place to call my home at the moment, just a place where i sleep when i'm alone. Ugh i hate livejournal. I talk about nothing and everything till i begin to maunder in a pointless direction of random thought. Here i'll be like everyone else. Today i woke up and went to school. School is so much fun. I love TCC. I hit a drive thru Starbucks on my way to work. Work was ok except i hate making Frappuccino. Cause everyone and there fucking moms wants one. I must have made like a hundred of them in a row. Then i came home and passed out. Followed by a crazy workout at the local YMCA. And now that you have a more than superfluous amount of info i'm off to the land of nod where i wish to dream of a place where the snozberries taste like snozberries.
    Tuesday, March 28th, 2006
    5:26 am
    i hate today...
    i miss you so much. I can't wait till today is over. GOod luck baby. You got this. Fucking truck. I hate it yet i love it so much.
    Monday, March 27th, 2006
    2:25 pm
    Sunday, March 26th, 2006
    9:13 am
    ugh...
    up so early. bed so late... want my sleepy bag...so head over heals right now its not even funny.
    Tuesday, March 21st, 2006
    7:11 pm
    ugh...
    So i went to bed with a cuddle buddy. Then i woke up alone. WTF!? You are so fired.
    Sunday, March 19th, 2006
    10:44 pm
    Screw Disney Land...
    So i had the best weekend i've had in so long. Thanks babe. You are amazing. To Meg's, you are a trooper. I love you. *Hugs* To Brit, i miss you already. Your car is so sexy. I feel like things are going to be fucking awesome. Theres this ineluctable attraction. And i'm ready for that. Nothing is holding me back. I am happy and thats all there is to it. No more being sad, no more feeling specious. I feel like you are my best friend and an almost perfect complement. But in all gravitas, i'm frickin stoked out of my mind. To the rest of the world, find yourself a thirsty girl. She's like an American Express card, you won't want to leave home without it.
    11:28 am
    yeah baby....
    Fuck YOOOOUUUU DeNNNNYYYYSSSSS...!!!!!1
    Saturday, March 18th, 2006
    2:27 pm
    Ugh...
    Ready for some food. Just woke up. Little hung over not gonna lie. Time to go get breakfast. Meghan i miss you.
    Friday, March 17th, 2006
    7:37 pm
    Happy St Patricks Day...
    So theres this huge party at my house tonite. So can't wait for this to be over. Tired. Want to go to sleep. Girl come save me.
    9:36 am
    Hey Girl...

    Hey girl, you've got a smart way
    About you that makes me wish that I was smart enough for you.

    Hey girl, you've got a fine laugh
    And I think that I can get used to that
    And you're already used to laughing at me

    Well, So what if your friends think I'm crazy,
    I wasn't trying to impress those girls anyway
    They're all theory, no action and
    Where I'm from we live like it's the latest attraction

    Hey girl, you've got a short fuse
    And I've got designs on lighting you up
    And setting you off, and watching you burn for me.

    The world lives for the weekends
    Well, I'll watch as my weeks bleed right into them
    Without a rhyme to devide what is theirs And what is mine

    Well, So what if your friends think I'm crazy,
    I wasn't trying to impress those girls anyway
    They're all theory, no action and
    Where I'm from we live like it's the latest attraction

    And go on, go on, your cruel intentions won't solve your problems, everyone's gotta get bottom bottomed out in the long run and those are
    the times you need love
    Wednesday, March 15th, 2006
    11:04 pm
    lets get it crackin...
    kinda stoked to go back to school. Not gonna lie. Kinda stoked about a lot of stuff right now. I just need to get some shit wrapped up and my life goes back to being so tite. Miss you babe. Sorry you had a weird day.
    Tuesday, March 14th, 2006
    6:41 pm
    bout to drive this bus into your big toe...
    bout to get some food. GOnna be tite.
    Monday, March 13th, 2006
    6:38 pm
    fucking sweet...
    I love how my whole life is now falling into place. Thank you for that.
    12:15 pm
    Haha...
    By the way. Just to let the world know. I am a prick.
    Tuesday, March 7th, 2006
    1:27 pm
    friends only....
    Fuck that. If you have a problem with what i write. Go be fucking emo somewhere else. Or better yet. Don't read my shit.
    Monday, March 6th, 2006
    9:20 pm
    reflection...
    So this is an old myspace blog i just read over. It made me think. This was my thoughts a couple months ago.

    Lost

    You know that point in your life when you realise the house you grew up in isn't really your home anymore? That idea of home has escaped you and is never coming back. It's like you get homesick for a place that doesn't exist. You won't have this feeling again until you create a new idea of home for yourself, you know, for your kids, for the family you start, it's like a cycle or something. I miss the idea of it. Maybe that's all family really is. A group of people who miss the same imaginary place.

    So now i'm left feeling like i'm chasing a dream that i never will attain. I never felt so whole as the moment i found it. Yet that same thing that made me so whole is the thing that can rip me into a thousand pieces. I hate this feeling of perplexity. I feel like every thought and memory of you is caustic and empty. I know what needs to be done. But i'm still grasping, trying desperately to hold on to that dream. Do I need to stop living life up here? And start living down here. Is it time to let go and move on? Or is there a way to get past this barrier i feel i've created for myself?

    And Scene.

    Its strange how life can throw you a bone everynow and then. My thoughts: my beliefs, my goals, ambitions, my morals, my destiny, used to seem so concrete. Yet in the course of a couple weeks, she alone has made my thoughts and perspective malleable again. Its funny how i hold my phone with such alacrity waiting for her to call. Some would look at me and poist that i'm falling for her. I would most definately have to agree. Yet i find myself feeling guilty? Like is it to fast to soon? Yet i think not. Cause i have known my own version of love once. And what i have found is that time a million, almost spoony at times. The vim in my voice is self apparent. I can't help but giggle. What have i done? I don't know. But i do like it. So in the immortal words of the Doors, "The time to hesitate is through." I'm ready now. To start the rest of my life. Are you coming with me. I hope so. Cause i can't imagine doing it without you.
    3:40 pm
    tired and shit...
    So i'm here by myself in my house. I find myself missing you. I'm ready to get out of here. FOrever. I like what i see down the road. It makes me happy. I hate that you work till 9. Ugh!
    Sunday, March 5th, 2006
    11:09 pm
    My bad girl...
    Chelsea Fucking Culver...I love you.

    P.S. I like your sister a lot. Is that ok?
    Thursday, March 2nd, 2006
    10:55 pm
    aw hell no...
    I'm Back Bitches...
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